Friday 27 May 2011

What the hell happened there!?

I haven't wrote on here since February.
There's reasons for that I'm having too much fun for one!
And then now I need to write or I just can't get it off my chest and then I want everyone to know how much I dislike you. In fact I can't fucking stand you right now.

So you know, I'm single and I'm happy and I wasn't particularly looking for anything but then you came along.
I'm out in my local pubs having a real good time! As you do.
When me and my friend Helen walked into the kings a little on the merry side.
When I see two guys standing there chilling out having a drink, they start talking to Helen and I wasn't really assed at first about them and then we left and went to the wheatsheaf pub. And that's when I caught your eye, you were thinking she's really lovely and nice, nursery teacher and all. But how naive was I!?! prick.

So then It's a lovely couple of months where I actually find it nice that I'm getting to know him and the way he paid attention.
But really your a prick.
Did you not say to my face four days before you pissed off that you were falling for me and I recall ' I love you ' came in to that conversation as well.
What did you think that meant, because it's not really an expression you throw around.

So then you arrange on the monday to go to the cinemas on the 26th May.
But Wednesday he texted me saying he had gone to liverpool till sunday and you had forgotten your charger. YOU ABSOLUTE FUCKING LYING BASTARD!!!!!!
Then heres me waiting around sunday for you to give us a ring and nothing.

Monday, nothing.

Now I'm starting to get worried.
So I text you, are you at home yet?
Nothing.

Then I ring your phone to see if you have actually forgot your charger and you fucking lied.
It rang through and went to voicemail.
Thanks.
So then I'm thinking what the hell is going on?!

You then text me wednesday morning...
I'm living in London now and I'm back with my ex.



Cunt.

You didn't have the decency to just tell me what was going on.
I would have respected you alot more for that. I couldn't give to fucks where you have gone.
But it's the fact the decent person I thought you were couldn't just tell me.
You are a waste of space and I hope for your sake I don't see your face again.

You made me trust you and you just shoved it in my face.
What kind of a person does that?
What a coward.