I just realised I write absloute shit on here. Ha ha.
It really is just an update for me though isn't it?
I don't know where to start when I come on here but I know I just feel like writing.
I'm a big girl now and I have moved out of my mum and dads house...
I now live above a pub. It's good points are I'm right on the highstreet, half hour walk from work which I walk when it's nicer weather... Haha.
My independence is a plus, also it's cheap!
I also like the people and I know the people I live with. My room is proper nice and modern!
Bad points, the pub on Fridays I totally give into temptation and go down for a pint or two or three! Apart from that I love it. Haha.
And it's cosy warmmm :)
Proper full time working as well as working at the pub on the weekend so I have now worked to this day three weeks in a row with out an actual FULL DAY off. =/
I like pennies tho.
But my health is probably suffering for it.
Been ill for like two months now and I just can't shake it off.
Come spring time tho I should be right!
I guess that's what you get for working with little ones :)
Least when I have my own kids I'll be immune from most illnesses!
That's another thing, apparently I need to deliver grandchildren soon hahaa!
I do but cba finding someone. I think it'll take alot for me to settle down to be honest. It's not that I don't want to, I'm just enjoying my single life.
And plus I'm only 21.
I can't plan anything, I just have to let it happen don't get me wrong I don't want be single at 25 that's my plan. Haha 25 start settling down.
And have three kids, Grace, ALVIN SIMON AND THEODORE. haaa I joke but I really like the name Grace. No idea why.
Blah. Pure boredom. Should tidy really.
Tuesday 6 December 2011
Friday 27 May 2011
What the hell happened there!?
I haven't wrote on here since February.
There's reasons for that I'm having too much fun for one!
And then now I need to write or I just can't get it off my chest and then I want everyone to know how much I dislike you. In fact I can't fucking stand you right now.
So you know, I'm single and I'm happy and I wasn't particularly looking for anything but then you came along.
I'm out in my local pubs having a real good time! As you do.
When me and my friend Helen walked into the kings a little on the merry side.
When I see two guys standing there chilling out having a drink, they start talking to Helen and I wasn't really assed at first about them and then we left and went to the wheatsheaf pub. And that's when I caught your eye, you were thinking she's really lovely and nice, nursery teacher and all. But how naive was I!?! prick.
So then It's a lovely couple of months where I actually find it nice that I'm getting to know him and the way he paid attention.
But really your a prick.
Did you not say to my face four days before you pissed off that you were falling for me and I recall ' I love you ' came in to that conversation as well.
What did you think that meant, because it's not really an expression you throw around.
So then you arrange on the monday to go to the cinemas on the 26th May.
But Wednesday he texted me saying he had gone to liverpool till sunday and you had forgotten your charger. YOU ABSOLUTE FUCKING LYING BASTARD!!!!!!
Then heres me waiting around sunday for you to give us a ring and nothing.
Monday, nothing.
Now I'm starting to get worried.
So I text you, are you at home yet?
Nothing.
Then I ring your phone to see if you have actually forgot your charger and you fucking lied.
It rang through and went to voicemail.
Thanks.
So then I'm thinking what the hell is going on?!
You then text me wednesday morning...
I'm living in London now and I'm back with my ex.
Cunt.
You didn't have the decency to just tell me what was going on.
I would have respected you alot more for that. I couldn't give to fucks where you have gone.
But it's the fact the decent person I thought you were couldn't just tell me.
You are a waste of space and I hope for your sake I don't see your face again.
You made me trust you and you just shoved it in my face.
What kind of a person does that?
What a coward.
There's reasons for that I'm having too much fun for one!
And then now I need to write or I just can't get it off my chest and then I want everyone to know how much I dislike you. In fact I can't fucking stand you right now.
So you know, I'm single and I'm happy and I wasn't particularly looking for anything but then you came along.
I'm out in my local pubs having a real good time! As you do.
When me and my friend Helen walked into the kings a little on the merry side.
When I see two guys standing there chilling out having a drink, they start talking to Helen and I wasn't really assed at first about them and then we left and went to the wheatsheaf pub. And that's when I caught your eye, you were thinking she's really lovely and nice, nursery teacher and all. But how naive was I!?! prick.
So then It's a lovely couple of months where I actually find it nice that I'm getting to know him and the way he paid attention.
But really your a prick.
Did you not say to my face four days before you pissed off that you were falling for me and I recall ' I love you ' came in to that conversation as well.
What did you think that meant, because it's not really an expression you throw around.
So then you arrange on the monday to go to the cinemas on the 26th May.
But Wednesday he texted me saying he had gone to liverpool till sunday and you had forgotten your charger. YOU ABSOLUTE FUCKING LYING BASTARD!!!!!!
Then heres me waiting around sunday for you to give us a ring and nothing.
Monday, nothing.
Now I'm starting to get worried.
So I text you, are you at home yet?
Nothing.
Then I ring your phone to see if you have actually forgot your charger and you fucking lied.
It rang through and went to voicemail.
Thanks.
So then I'm thinking what the hell is going on?!
You then text me wednesday morning...
I'm living in London now and I'm back with my ex.
Cunt.
You didn't have the decency to just tell me what was going on.
I would have respected you alot more for that. I couldn't give to fucks where you have gone.
But it's the fact the decent person I thought you were couldn't just tell me.
You are a waste of space and I hope for your sake I don't see your face again.
You made me trust you and you just shoved it in my face.
What kind of a person does that?
What a coward.
Saturday 5 February 2011
The little, annoying things I like. This is totally random.
I got on the bus today and I really wanted to write on my blog a list of insignificant things that no-one really knows about me, whether it be why I don't buy a certain type of brand... My weird out date thing I have about chicken and milk, or that I'm gutted when I walk into work because I have to turn my music off...
I just want to randomly write really.
So let's see...
I'll start off with the little things I like to do at home. This will probably run off into randomness.
Every night after work, I'm dying for a fag.
But I hate my mum and dad seeing even though they know I'm still, well I like to think sneeky about it! I wait till after tea when I know they are all sat in the living room to spark up, and I get about thirty seconds of cloud nine emotions. That's why also I enjoy my morning walks to work, that first fag in the morning is pure bliss. And I do know that I have to quit. It's a horrible habit.
I also hate it that my mum buys McCain home fries. I can't stand them they taste funny to me and they are just not like Asda's Smart Price thin chips that are soooo good! So when my mum makes tea like chicken and chips I usually just have the chicken and bread it works out great for me because I love sandwiches. :)
I also love walking around my house to see what's new, which is very strange but I walk into my brothers bedroom thinking I'll play xbox for a bit and in about 30 seconds I'll change my mind and have a nap instead!
I also like devoting time just washing my hair and spending two hours curling it before I go to bed to just wake up in the morning for it to be all super messy which I love.
I hardly wear make up in the weekdays. FACT.
I rush to get ready for work every morning because I love my sleep so much If I have five minutes to get ready, I will be ready in five minutes if that meant I could have an extra ten minutes in bed.
I also enjoy most of all when everyone is out of the house because I do like my own solitude. The sort of things I would do is first make a list of all the things I could do with my day like recording all he things I want to watch... And then putting five cd's in the Hi-Fi and blaring it out for everybody to hear, cos I like it when people can hear what I'm listening to... especially on the bus. But I'm the biggest hypocrite because I also hate those people who play their music too loud on the bus...
I also love having the kitchen to myself cos I will make up concoctions of things that people will most probably hate and I will love.
And it's also bad that I find ironing really therapeutic, this does mean I'm the perfect girl haha.
I'm weird about milk being out of date like very weird down to the point if there's a little but left in the bottle and it's in date, I won't drink it this is all down to having a very bad experience with drinking out of date milk which lead to me being very very very ill. I can also drink milk by the bucket load.
I hate cooking chicken for other people because I'm always paranoid that it's not cooked right, once again this bring me to my childhood where we went to a family barbecue and the chicken was raw in the middle and my mum quickly says to me 'don't eat that chicken!'. It also worrys me when I got to the Chinese buffet sometimes I always cut it in half look and if it looks alright then well obviously I eat it!
But yes things have to be in date, but I'm not so bothered about bread or crisps or chocolate just because I can buy it at like 2p when it's out of date!
I really like coca cola, I like it chilled and in summer, I would without a doubt wake up and have a glass of coke and ice, it tastes so good.
I hate feet, I hate my feet being to warm really irritates me.
Useless facts I know...
I like going to warehouse becauseI enjoy dancing like a freak, by myself cos no-one really cares there.
I want to be in front like real bad, but I realised that A) I need tattoos and B) I need to lose some weight hahah. Again another thing I don't really care about!
I can eat for Britain some days but when I'm like a size 20 then I'll start to realise. I'm no stunner but I can pull a guy looking like this so It must mean I'm alright!
Haaa I also think that If I'm going to the gym then obviously I can eat the fattest thing I can find cos i'm going to the gym so it's alright. ER NO. I realise it doesn't work like that. Also when I go to the gym I only go on the cycling machines, like Bridget Jones.
That is also a time when I enjoy listening to my music the most and I like wearing little joggy bottoms and trainers. It's comfortable and my ass looks great in them haha!
I also like how I'm not a stick too but then I see girls who are wearing something that I can't pull off really annoys me!
I also get super obsessed with particular songs for awhile then I'll find another one to get obsessed on then history repeats I'm sure that's same for everyone.
I also skip almost every song I'm listening to until I find a really good one. :)
I relate songs to people and situations all the time and make up little scenarios to them... weirdo.
I have dreams about houses alot.
I have problems with shopping, I have no will power when it comes to shopping or with my money.
I need to change that, I'm not little anymore... booo :(
5/2/2011.
This will be updated every now and again...
I just want to randomly write really.
So let's see...
I'll start off with the little things I like to do at home. This will probably run off into randomness.
Every night after work, I'm dying for a fag.
But I hate my mum and dad seeing even though they know I'm still, well I like to think sneeky about it! I wait till after tea when I know they are all sat in the living room to spark up, and I get about thirty seconds of cloud nine emotions. That's why also I enjoy my morning walks to work, that first fag in the morning is pure bliss. And I do know that I have to quit. It's a horrible habit.
I also hate it that my mum buys McCain home fries. I can't stand them they taste funny to me and they are just not like Asda's Smart Price thin chips that are soooo good! So when my mum makes tea like chicken and chips I usually just have the chicken and bread it works out great for me because I love sandwiches. :)
I also love walking around my house to see what's new, which is very strange but I walk into my brothers bedroom thinking I'll play xbox for a bit and in about 30 seconds I'll change my mind and have a nap instead!
I also like devoting time just washing my hair and spending two hours curling it before I go to bed to just wake up in the morning for it to be all super messy which I love.
I hardly wear make up in the weekdays. FACT.
I rush to get ready for work every morning because I love my sleep so much If I have five minutes to get ready, I will be ready in five minutes if that meant I could have an extra ten minutes in bed.
I also enjoy most of all when everyone is out of the house because I do like my own solitude. The sort of things I would do is first make a list of all the things I could do with my day like recording all he things I want to watch... And then putting five cd's in the Hi-Fi and blaring it out for everybody to hear, cos I like it when people can hear what I'm listening to... especially on the bus. But I'm the biggest hypocrite because I also hate those people who play their music too loud on the bus...
I also love having the kitchen to myself cos I will make up concoctions of things that people will most probably hate and I will love.
And it's also bad that I find ironing really therapeutic, this does mean I'm the perfect girl haha.
I'm weird about milk being out of date like very weird down to the point if there's a little but left in the bottle and it's in date, I won't drink it this is all down to having a very bad experience with drinking out of date milk which lead to me being very very very ill. I can also drink milk by the bucket load.
I hate cooking chicken for other people because I'm always paranoid that it's not cooked right, once again this bring me to my childhood where we went to a family barbecue and the chicken was raw in the middle and my mum quickly says to me 'don't eat that chicken!'. It also worrys me when I got to the Chinese buffet sometimes I always cut it in half look and if it looks alright then well obviously I eat it!
But yes things have to be in date, but I'm not so bothered about bread or crisps or chocolate just because I can buy it at like 2p when it's out of date!
I really like coca cola, I like it chilled and in summer, I would without a doubt wake up and have a glass of coke and ice, it tastes so good.
I hate feet, I hate my feet being to warm really irritates me.
Useless facts I know...
I like going to warehouse becauseI enjoy dancing like a freak, by myself cos no-one really cares there.
I want to be in front like real bad, but I realised that A) I need tattoos and B) I need to lose some weight hahah. Again another thing I don't really care about!
I can eat for Britain some days but when I'm like a size 20 then I'll start to realise. I'm no stunner but I can pull a guy looking like this so It must mean I'm alright!
Haaa I also think that If I'm going to the gym then obviously I can eat the fattest thing I can find cos i'm going to the gym so it's alright. ER NO. I realise it doesn't work like that. Also when I go to the gym I only go on the cycling machines, like Bridget Jones.
That is also a time when I enjoy listening to my music the most and I like wearing little joggy bottoms and trainers. It's comfortable and my ass looks great in them haha!
I also like how I'm not a stick too but then I see girls who are wearing something that I can't pull off really annoys me!
I also get super obsessed with particular songs for awhile then I'll find another one to get obsessed on then history repeats I'm sure that's same for everyone.
I also skip almost every song I'm listening to until I find a really good one. :)
I relate songs to people and situations all the time and make up little scenarios to them... weirdo.
I have dreams about houses alot.
I have problems with shopping, I have no will power when it comes to shopping or with my money.
I need to change that, I'm not little anymore... booo :(
5/2/2011.
This will be updated every now and again...
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