Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone.

I really do like spending time with myself sometimes but then i tend over think then, you wouldn't think i liked my solitude if you ever meet me but i do.

Sometimes your brain gets overworked and you need to slow down.

I have been overloaded with information these couple of days some of it i don't want know.

The thing is that you have all these thoughts and sometimes it's thoughts you don't share with anyone and my head is becoming crammed with little ideas not bad ones but just ideas of what to do next..

The way i see it is that i'm 20 this year not for another six months or so, but i'm thinking i need to tie up loose ends.

For a starters get my self a decent car that isn't going to break down me all the time haha.

Then get myself a deposit maybe someone cool to move in with..
They'd have to put up with my constant singing and be able to get shitfaced every weekend (Y) and love loud music!

And maybe find myself a nice boy.

I have been getting sick of boys recently.
It's like i love going out, but all the attention is mainly aimed at my chest and whether i'm going to sleep with you.

You know its nice to talk about shit sometimes. =/

Anyway i found loads of cdss under my bed in a box which is still unpacked!! I really do need to sort my shit out it's everywhere..

Like really random cds from the nineties! haha backstreet boys god someone stab me.

And I FOUND MY PS2!! AND ALL THE GAMES IN THE LOFT! and it still works well on old skool gta!!!

anyway just a random update really...